

No, not laughing. Been depressed at the state of my country for a while and the bad influence our system has on the world.
But I understand why other people laugh at us. Honestly, I think our species is just doomed to make the same mistakes over and over again.
It feels like some patterns of greed and ego will always come back around and make it hell on earth. Sometimes I wonder if this is hell.
Anyway, just waiting for my end to come and taking a day at a time trying to make the best of life that I can with my loved ones.
How did I let them win when I voted for Kamala? With all due respect you dont know what its like out here and I think other countries never will understand.
Seeing single mothers work 3 minimum wage jobs to put food on the table, shootings in impoverished neighborhoods, people dying of illness and in debt. Soldiers and seniors working in Uber to get extra cash. Higher education being unattainable for the poor. No social systems or protections for workers. “At will employment” where your Healthcare is always at risk. Many people in my family voting for people like Bernie in local and federal elections and just losing each time.
They keep Americans tired by design just enough to wield power and control. They keep us split to further the control.
I dont need or want your empathy for my despair. I dont expect any. In fact, I expect the lack of empathy from humanity and just harsh judgment. I have no faith humans will turn this around or that we will be the last corrupt country. I suspect this problem will only spread. No one is immune. Greed will kill this planet and us all.
So no, I did my best and I’m at peace knowing that I will die forgotten and will not do anything extraordinary. But that I prioritized time with people I love most.