Hi everyone.
I’m on my work computer on the perennially terrible Lebanese internet, in a relatively safe town. I’m talking about some stupid client KPIs in a meeting with a bunch of people around the world. An “important” meeting. The clients assume I’m in Dubai or somewhere like that, and I don’t correct them.
I’ll get asked “How are things in Lebanon?” by some coworker in Dubai or Europe after the call and I’ll say the classic “Alhamdulillah, my family and I are okay.” And we’re safe, we haven’t been bombed, not personally. I am lucky to work with decent people, but how could they understand. Will HR give me shit if they learn how much time I’ve spent out and about helping move essentials to shelters in the “dangerous outside world” instead of just burying myself at home “until it’s over”? Maybe I can get fired for putting myself in danger. Or maybe they give me leeway as a relatively senior person with the best English in my team who they get to pay less than everyone else because I don’t have a French passport - what a steal! (They pay me okay, and quite well compared to others around me, but we all know what this arrangement really is)
But corporate work, in normal times, rots the soul from the inside out. This is worse. I have to stare at the bad screen for hours while the EMTs dig people from under their homes. I have a duty to at least try to help my people, but I can’t. If I quit my job, my family loses this home and this security, and we have no place to go now that our original town is being bombed. I don’t come from money. I can’t just move or buy a house abroad or even a plane ticket (Lebanese people with no other nationality can’t go many places without a long visa process). I can’t “just move to Europe bro”, I can’t “just move to Dubai bro”. I have responsibilities. I’d love to move, but I can’t. Maybe I should.
Naturally, even nice coworkers cannot comprehend this. Besides, they need my input on the KPIs. This client is very important and number must go up after all. I hear another thud in the distance, through the crickets, I feel it in the pit of my stomach. Not close enough to threaten my life, but close enough to understand I might be next and that no area is truly safe.
This isn’t a woe is me post and I don’t want people in the comments feeling too sorry for my situation yeah. I still have my family, four limbs and two eyes, my home, a source of income in actual usable currency. Save your real sorrow for the people who have lost more both here and in the occupied territories. It could have been me in Gaza, it could have been you.
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“Only Israel are allowed to break international law, in these here parts, thank you very much!”
I don’t even know what point you think you’re trying to make. Israel prosecutes people for violating international law with some regularity. Hezzbollah gives war criminals cash prizes (paid in Iranian dinar of course).
Oh, don’t worry, I know full well that you don’t understand the point being made.
Do they prosecute themselves for their illegal occupation and colonisation of gaza and Palestine?
No, of course not. Israel only cares about international law when people they want to steal land from breaks it.
You know full well because you know you posted a fragment of an argument with some dumbass sarcastic and rhetorical question that literally did not make a point?
I’m not talking about just international law. I’m talking about any law. I’m talking about if Lebanon wants to claim this land as Lebanese, then it needs to stop letting Iran run the show. Occupation denotes some legitimate opposing force that has been displaced. That is simply not the case here. It seems to me that Lebanon has abandoned this territory. And it seems like that to everyone in Israel living along the border as well, while they spend hundreds of millions of dollars every year to protect themselves from a constant rain of indiscriminately fired rockets.
1,000 rockets attacks per month while the people living there are food insecure.